Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
im really late on these but i guess i’ll randomly do these.
Something I have to forgive myself for is jumping into things with you. I know what we did was in the spur of the moment and that you were using me as much as i was using you. I want to apologize to you for any kind of misconception that went on and for rebounding. I should not have done that to you and I especially should not have done that to myself. My only regret I have is that we no longer talk or make eye contact for that matter. Now all I wish I can say to you is that I hope things work out for the best in all that you choose to do and that we can one day become friends again.
1. Something I hate about myself.
while going through old photos, I’ve come to find that I miss the past and I wish things would have turned out differently. We’ve had our fair shares of laughs, cries and fights and through it all the only things I remember consist of your fat pinkie trying to hold my hand for the first time and how in the end, our relationship turned into a huge mess and you choosing her over me. someone prettier, taller and skinnier than me. After all that I have gone through I ask myself, why do I feel like resorting back to the old days knowing that you may once again hurt me?
Something I hate about myself is that I cannot make conversation and that I am pretty much socially retarded. I think it may be because of the fact that everyone I hang out with is older than me or that I tend to be comfortable by myself. Maybe it is time for me to just change. :))
"You can’t blame gravity for falling in love."